I’d rather die than think of a future without you. It’s because of you that I can even think of a future. If I hadn’t met you I would still be completely lost with no hope if any direction. You gave me motivation. You gave me a reason to look forward to tomorrow. Without you. I have a tomorrow. But it’s a tomorrow I don’t want without you. You are my everything. Our family will be all I have. I don’t believe in family but you give me that. I don’t believe in most things traditional but I want to create traditions with only you. What will my life be without you? It scared me to try to think about it. I love being alone. It’s the only thing I’ve ever found comfort in. But when you are here you are all I need. You are all the comfort I could ever want. How can you go without me? I’m feel like I’m dying without you. I’m not being dramatic. It’s how I truly feel. Not alive. Not growing. All growth stunted.#WaitingForDawn
This whole thing where you decided to take a break and do some growing really isn’t working for me. How can you grow to your full potential if you are missing your soul mate. That’s me. The person you’re supposed to spend the rest of your life with. Day in. Day out. Good and bad. Thick and thin. No matter what. That is me. That is you for me. Incorporating someone else in the mix isn’t going to do anything to help us. And trust me, Us, will be who we are. Nothing less. You are it for me. And I for you. Take it. Take me. I know you feel everything I feel. You can’t deny it. It doesn’t matter who you may care for. What we have and will always have will never end. Stop trying to prove some point. Or whatever it is that this is. Give in to me. Let your heart live with me again. I will never hurt you again. One last chance. I won’t flirt. I won’t look. You are it. You always have been. I was just too immature to know that. Please don’t give up on me. Don’t give up on Us. This is the best thing I’ve every had. No one can replace you. I don’t want them too. I need you. And your touch. And your love. Please come back to me. Please let me come home. Roaming aimlessly is not for me. I thought it was. But if you are home, I never want to leave you.#WaitingForDawn
my empty hands always search
for your hands to hold.
Atelier de L’Armée // AW13 Lookbook
when everyone forgot how to play hockey at the same time
I don’t even like hockey but this made me laugh so hard I think I ruptured something
I have not been able to stop thinking of you in the physical sense. I wanted to have sex with you before but when you admitted to me, you wanted you fuck me, it made me want you even more. I can’t stop fantasizing about what might have happened that night if I stayed. I seriously can’t believe you still want me. I can believe it. But you have a boyfriend now. Our sex is the best though. There is so much passion between us. And now that I’ve worked through some issues, I would like for you to take control over me. Tell me what to do. Dominate my mind and body as I do yours. Although I’m ready, I still need you to be patient and take it slow. I get so wet just thinking about you. I want to spend an entire week alone with you in bed only getting up to eat. That is my dream vacation.#WaitingForDawn